♥ Pictures in my memory ♥

BRB !

2009-01-01T22:34:00.003+08:00

I will be back on the 3rd!

Wish me luck for the presentation tomorrow!!

The end of 2008

2008-12-31T20:53:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps

Today would be the last day of 2008. It's the end of another year! Year 2009 would be another year of hope and love. I had thought of blogging about my 2008 but I am pretty busy with the interactive installation right now @.@

I won't be going countdowning tonight, instead I am staying in and chillin with the family. How bout you?

I want to meet my old friends so after Jan 2nd I would be free, sorta. Come book me , go shopping and sing k. I can't wait!

My 2008 Christmas

2008-12-26T16:13:00.000+08:00

How was your Christmas?

Mine was touring the second home :- Sunway Pyramid

Our initial plan was to go bowling but there was some junior competition going on until the 28th. Disappointed la but what to do ..

Want to watch movie also dunno what to watch cause we didn't plan at home

Er .. pink Christmas tree ?? Although it looks like a lump of something ..

We had our lunch at Poppa Rich ..

The sister's nasi lemak ..

Auntie's fried keow teow

Grandma's fook chok keow teow .. which was suppose to be mine but we mixed up!

Overflowing soya cincau drink .. looks like ice cream float

Cousin Eve just had a plate of fries

This was suppose to be my grandma's food ! Damn chickens .. I don't like bone bone chicken. RAWR !

The brother's combo of fish and chips and fried rice

The food was just alright .. then we spent the whole day just mini shopping .. nothing huge eventhough year end sale was going on..

Dad promised we would be shopping in a day or two *silent whoop*

Awesome Christmas tree .. very very pretty!

Simple cone shaped Christmas tree, I guessed?

There was this little event where a magician clown was entertaining people..

I didn't even dare to snap his photo just in case he sees me and calls me onstage

I hate clowns because I'm scared of them ..

*shudder*

reminded me of that movie the clown eats kids .. I watched it when I was 9 and I was traumatized ever since .. grrr .. clown

After the clown left, I managed to snap the very pretty stage .. see, got two jack in the box ..

That was my Christmas .. with nothing achieved le ..

Bowling = occupied by pro bowlers
Movie = everyone cannot make up their mind
Karaoke = RM 30 ++ for each person!

The end part , coming to home sweet home ! Ahhh ~~

K la, wanna go eat red beans de :D

Jingle bells

2008-12-25T21:24:00.001+08:00

Sorry for being late but Merry Christmas!

I was in my second home the whole day.

No longer a virgin

2008-12-24T16:36:00.001+08:00

My first ever independent individual Starbucks. It's not even coffee !

How pathetic for you but how yeay! for me .. :D

Goodbye dear baby

2008-12-20T23:39:00.000+08:00

She went away ..

My dear bu zhe tao ran away de ..

I always thought she was a very clever cat but the other day I saw her trying to poo in the garden and in order to prevent the process, I splash a little water on her. She ran out and never returned for an hour.

After that, she came back and I was happy all over again. It was then we thought maybe we could train her by not letting her in the house, then maybe we can keep her outside as a pet.

First of all, we thought of watering her when she tried to come in the house so that she would learn that this is a bad behaviour. The sister did it twice and then she disappeared. Maybe she really hate this method.

Last heard, someone took her away and place her somewhere else. I kinda miss her and her constant meowing at my door. Her box, water and string are still here because I kept hoping she might return soon.

She is such an intelligent cat, yesterday we placed her at the back alley of the house and within seconds, she had ran back to the front.

If she's being kept as a pet now, I hope she's happy. I hope she will enjoy her life. I just don't want her to be cold, hungry and bullied by other cats or anyone.

Finding home to stay

2008-12-18T20:20:00.002+08:00

Two days ago, something small came to my house. I couldn't take my eyes off her, I think it's a her. She is so friendly to me.

I cannot keep her though. I think she belonged to someone else but she's been wandering around my house, purring, meowing and crying for attention.

Anyone want to adopt her? I really don't want to place her elsewhere because she's not just a stray and I am afraid she might be too homey and get run down by cars.

She comes constantly to my door, which is cat proof and meow and purr and beg for us to pay attention to her. She rubs herself on the grill, being all sweet and cute. How could you resist such an adorable creature?

Somehow she managed to get in the house, after learning for two days and now we have to cat proof our cat proof door.

This afternoon, she took nap on one of the old newspaper. I tried not to wake her up because she makes a fuss when she wakes up, meowing and begging for food and human companion.

Maybe she stayed because I fed her, I fed her quality crackers but that's because I don't want her to starve and also because I cannot stand her meows and cries of hunger. We named her 不知到 , [bu zhi tao] translation :- dunno

Everytime she sees me, she tries to climb and I have to shut the door in her face. It pains me to do so every single time I checked on her. It's such a windy night tonight and I am not allowed to bring her in. Just because if I bring her in, I'm afraid of giving her false hope that she finally found a home.

She trails and runs after me whenever I stepped out. She comes and sit by me when I sit outside. Obviously she's very comfortable with human contact.

Anyone who loves cats or has a space in your home and heart for this little kitty?? Please, I really want to find a perfect little home for her. I don't want her to beg me anymore because I am really forbidden from having a furry companion.

Messed up calendar

2008-12-15T15:01:00.000+08:00

Why my uni so weird holiday timing? *pull hair out*

It's December! Christmas time! Jingle bells, jingle bells !

Okay, I don't celebrate Christmas but still, the holiday spirit is here !

I'm looking forward to 2009 cause I believe it will be a better year now that I have a faith to hold on to

I have a project until end of the month :(

which means I need to divide fun time

and it doesn't help that I'm addicted to pet society trading

My grandma is here, my cousins are coming down

I have plans to go sing k with baby cousins.. dunno how many of them yet

I have to see Za before she shoo off to study again

Then to top it all up, year end sale ..

And dad want to plan a holiday .. go anywhere also never mind la ..

I hope my schedule won't get in the way la .. mafan

Everyone is on break now and I'm still assignment-ing

Why timing so weird one?

Next time when I send my kids to a particular uni,

Have to make sure end of the year got holiday ..

Sigh .. I need to rant .. and need a nap now ..

I really want a k session .. *sleep*

Sweet nothings

2008-12-11T16:16:00.000+08:00

Thanks for everything but I know something that has been said will leave a scar and fear to you, you must have thought that I am fooling you around but I am not. I regretted my bad habit now.. I thought all the things I did is ok as long as you accept me but I was wrong. But now I realize, I must change for you or at least to myself, I should not had hurt you just now.. I love you dear, right now I am more worried than you. I lost almost everything now with just some words and I broke my promise I never know it mean so much that I should change for you. I had forgotten about how you called me when I was upset or angry and now it took me so long to sms you back. I really hope that you can be by my side again. It is foolish to take down what we had built all these while. Dear, please forgive me. I will fight my own battle and you shall be my purpose.

- 4 am -
- 24 Enero (dos cero cero seis) -

somehow this note made me inspired to write chapter 22 right now .. :)

I'm not a nerd, shut up!

2008-12-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

I'm going book shopping after this semester project is done! I need to indulge myself with a good read.. gah, I miss reading and writing. Chapter 22 is not even drafted yet ..

My genre of books are of course chic lit and romances. I dunno why but since I was 12, I was already leaning to these genres. I'm the kind of girl who believes in romance... from Danielle Steel to Jane Green and The little black dress collection.

Not only that, I am also the kind of girl who likes to explore my roots. That is why my previous projects had been heavily influenced by this :- like my story of four dragons flash last year. Seems like I'm also a nature thinking person, whenever any idea needs to be done to reach out to the media, the first thought are the animals and such

Back to the oriental interest, that is why I have a few AsiaPac book telling me stories about how the chinese festivals come about, chinese names etc etc and I'm willing to add another one of this genre into my collection.

" Don't sit on this book" by Philip Cheong

It's a full book about chinese taboos and of course, the title of the book attracted me to it.

I also discover that I am pretty much interested in self help book, particularly those girl power or boy girl stuff

"What makes women happy" by Fay Weldon

I think because of my interest of getting deep into the characters of what I am writing, I tend to like to 'study' further into the subject...

and of course, the ever famous book

"Why Mars and Venus collide" by John Gray

I'm so going to book shop next month, after this project is done!

Best instant noodle

2008-12-04T00:53:00.000+08:00

Seems like Tuesday night is a Mi Sedaaap night for me..

i think i prefer this rather than Maggie Mee but maybe because I always take Maggie Noodle ..

I always rinse the noodle twice before actually cooking it ..

just to clear the wax that sticks the noodle together ..

look closely and you can see the color it brought to the water .. yellowish

quite huge portion .. worth my 80 cent per packet :)

this time I tried the Sambal version .. since last week I tried the onion one de ..

a few ingredient to put in and mix mix mix ..

ta-da ! end result .. it was pretty good .. except that I had soaked the noodle too long, hence the soft noodles ..

and today I came home to a home made cupcake from my sister

although she claimed she baked it .. I knew she had help

*yawn* time to sleep.. :) good night

Split in two

2008-12-02T18:01:00.000+08:00

Last weekend was quite a battle for me :- to go here or there?

I had to meet my fellow lepakers from JcNet but I also have Student Division Day in Cheras Kaikan.

Thought I know deep in my heart that if I don't get to see the lepakers, I would have a tinge of regret in me but dad won't allow me to go to Times Square alone.

At the last min, I managed to get my nocturnal cousin to come with me

see, got smart invitation some more .. I will feel guilty if I don't go to Cheras

but I managed to get to times square by 12:45 pm

found the girls by 1:10 pm perhaps?

and treat my cousin to lunch , if only he had come with an empty stomach

I brought him to Gasoline Cafe because the last time I had lunch with Ah Poh there was quite okay but last Sunday, it was not ok at all.

We pressed the service button thrice for menu, no one answered
My food was hard, tasted like cardboard

Cardboard with rice .. yucks

and The Cousin had a teeny weeny plate of fried tempura squid which cost RM 1 each

The Virgin Honeymoon drink was not soothing .. crazy sour

The Cousin attempting a middle finger

Anyways, leaving Imbi at 2:45 pm to Hang Tuah switching to Ampang Line at LRT Star to head to Maluri

By the time we were lost and Eve had to get us and we get to auntie's car and arrived in Kaikan, it was 3:55 pm

Meeting was from 1:30 pm - 5 pm . Punctual much?

Anyways, last Sunday I did not buy anything except the lunch and travel fee. First time ok! Maybe cause after Jay's Capricorn, there is nothing else that I want anymore :)

Oh yeah, Eve finished her SPM today!

We made a promise to go sing k but then again, I have sing k plan with Ally and Wasila too. Then there's Jerome. All unschedule and unconfirmed date and time.

I need to start saving, this sem is gonna squeeze me dry and it will be a hectic rush.

Kena tagged by Shyan

2008-11-29T17:58:00.002+08:00

Tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box or anyway that he/she has been tagged.

1. What is it that bothers you the most?
* decision making

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
* reading, writing , blogging, singing

3. What kind of news do you read?
* the newspaper

4. What is your ultimate wish?
* err ... I cannot think of any right now

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
* not a particular someone

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
* as evil as money is , no

7. Are you afraid of pain ?
* yes

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
* chill

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
* yes

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
* she loves her dar dar , got selected for NS and just finished school

11.What is your 6 most passionate thing at this moment?
* family
* jay
* writing
* chic lit
* lyrics
* driving

12.What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
* there's a lot of quality

13. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
* potato?

14. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
* i could have both

15. What's your plan now?
* tomorrow

16. How do you see yourself in 5 years time?
* I will be 26 .... oh no!

17. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
* how i dare to be myself

18. If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
* my smelly pillow hehe

19. Use one word to describe yourself.
* just like shyan, i am unique

I tag..

* YunYi
* Sim Ai
* Ally
* Juju
* Karen
* Poh Wei
* Joanne
* Katherine

Sweet kisses

2008-11-28T20:49:00.001+08:00

I was sitting across him and he looked dull, uninterested and bored. There were color pencils all over the floor and I picked them up, one by one putting them together in a small round pencil holder container. When it was almost full, I continued stuffing more pencils in them. I began a rhythm, I pulled a pencil out slowly and slide it back into the container, repeatedly, all this while looking at him with a smile .

I watched his expression, turning from dull to a very interested look. I smiled at the satisfaction that I managed to turn him on. I love being a tease. Before anything happened though, there was some loud commotion coming from the living room. We rushed out and from the back view of the couch, we saw two of our friends naked on the couch making out. Although we could only see from the upper shoulder but they were certainly sitting there, making out as our other friends watched in suprise.

I am not sure what came over me but he standing next to me, he standing so close and looking so suprised made me grabbed his hand and pulled him to me. It was for split second I saw his shocked reaction and then a smile as I kissed him. I could feel his gentle lips, his tongue teasing my lips from within and my insides melt. He sucked on my bottom lips and I sighed. I could feel my blood rushing to my heart and instinctly I craved for more. I opened my eyes brieftly to see his closed and I closed mine again.

When I opened my eyes again ... darn, my bed

That's it. No more chic lit before bed -.-''

Capricorn 魔杰座 review

2008-11-24T18:02:00.001+08:00

This album was suppose to be out on 9th Oct but because of some idiot who leaked the song, the release date was pushed to 15th Oct, a week later which Jay had promised more freebies.

In Malaysia however, the date the album went on sale was on 21th Oct. Fine.

My album had not come ever since and I was freaking pissed about it. I been so patient, I did not download and I avoided the mvs.

Until one day I was tempted to download. That's when I knew my patience had reach its limit.

I finally gave up and went to buy an ori album from Speedy.

Exactly, 1 month, 1 week and 1 day after the album went on sale nationwide

Anyway, skip the boring part and the whole hoohaa about the album I ordered which has not yet arrived.

I'm here to give my review on Capricorn 魔杰座 , Jay's 9th album

I'll try not to be bias ok?

1. 龍戰騎士 long zhan qi shi (dragon warrior)

this was the song that inspire the cover after the magic theme had been leaked out. I do find that it is quite similiar to 黄金甲 huang jin jia (golden armor) but it has it's own tempo which I really like. It has a good beat and it's a good song to intro the album

Rate :- 3.8/5

2. 給我ㄧ首歌的時間 gei wo yi shou ge de shi jian (spare me the time of a song)

This song has the quality of a typical Jay. It is soothing to the ear and has a powerful chorus. I like chorus that hit you straight to the heart. It is one of Jay's good ballads although his voice fell high flat at 2:50 but after that, the music falls together with his voice. The video though is kinda disappointing. It does not reflect the song.

Rate :- 4.5/5

3. 蛇舞 she wu (snake dance)

At first listen, this song is really annoying but when the second time comes around, it made you wanna dance. It has the Egyptian theme to it and Lara (from Nan Quan Mama) made the song sound sexier. It does remind me of 本草纲目ban cao gang mu (a herbalist manual). You can totally do a strip dance with his song! The dance in the video is performed very naturally, they look hot together!

Rate :- 3.8/5

4. 花海 hua hai (ocean of flower)

You can hear Jay strain in this song and some might say his vocal is not strong. I admin, he is not the best singer around but vocal aside, I could feel the song. It's one of those ballads which has a down tone and the hit point in this song is the chorus. The high notes Jay hit basically made the song sound emotional. It does have the same ending music with 白色风车 bai se feng che (white windmill) where his voice drop.

Rate :- 4/5

5. 魔術先生 mo shu xian sheng (mr magic)

The conversation in the beginning have no effect on me, I was already taken away by it when I first heard 扯 che (nonsensical). This song has the comedic feel, just like 牛仔很忙 niu zai hen mang (cowboy is busy). I don't quite like the cowboy call in the background but the line 'bu yong ma fan le' was bearable. I quite like the idea of Jay putting on a show in the video but lucky girl gets to lie in the case with him.

Rate :- 3.7/5

6. 說好的幸福呢 shuo hao de xing fu ne (where is the promised happiness?)

The fact that I have this song as my caller ringtone on my phone is enough said. This is definitely the best ballad in this album. The lyrics are easy and the emotions are in the right place. Some might get annoyed with the repeation of the word 'le' but when you sing it, it doesn't sound so bad. I love singing this song and I think it is a step ahead of 彩虹 cai hong (rainbow). The downside is only the video which does not reflect the song.

Rate :- 4.8/5

7. 蘭亭序 lan ting xu (preface to the orchid pavillion)

The zhong guo feng (Chinese traditional music) in this album. Although it does make me listen up, it did not hit on the heart like how 发如雪 fa ru xue (hair like snow) did. I like how complicated the lyrics is, how poetic it is. I especially like this line :-

若花怨蝶你會怨著誰
ruo hua yuan die ni hui yuan zhe shui
If the flower resents the butterfly, who will you resent?

It is thought provoking and I like the video too. Clean and white with calligraphy.

Rate :- 4.3/5

8. 流浪詩人 liu lang shi ren (wandering poet)

This is not my fave type of music, the jazzy bluesy music. It is an interesting collabration with Gary though and I like how half of this song is in Taiwanese Hokkien. Not a big fan of the song though.

Rate :- 3.4/5

9. 時光機 shi guang ji (time machine)

Ahh .. the Doreamon song. How I could relate to this song. To those who wonder what is this about, if you watch Doreamon they had a drawer where the time machine is located. Just a simple happy go lucky love song. I cannot compare to 簡單愛 jian dan ai (simple love) though. Both are so sweet in their own way. This is one of the song that would put a smile on your face. The video however do consist of the characters from the Doreamon series.

Rate :- 4.3/5

10. 喬克叔叔 qiao ke shu shu (uncle joker)

First of all, I'm freaked out by all the laughing and the carnival feel, I'm afraid of clowns you see. This song is similiar to track 5 but it has a mystery feel to it. Don't quite like the 'ah ah ya yo' part. Made my imagination shifted from mystery to just cheesy or at a barn dance. The video does consist of Jay rubbing between two chicks, which is so not relevant to the video >:( . Plus the final laugh just sounds too evil!

Rate :- 3.8/5

11. 稻香 dao xiang (paddy fragrance)

First single of this album. This song goes under the category of 'teaching' songs from Jay. It gives a very peaceful feeling and makes you appreciate more of the things you have. When I first heard it, it made me appreciate Jay :) . The song was released right on time, when I was in a down mood. I also liked the pause in the middle of the song. The video brings out the atmosphere of the song too. I love the chorus which starts with this line :-

＃所謂的那快樂　赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
suo wei de na kuai le chi jiao zai tian li zhui qing ting zhui dao lei le
What is happiness? It's chasing dragonflies in the fields barefooted till we're exhausted

Rate :- 4/5

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Oh dear, I hope my review is ok but hey, that is my opinion. Is it worth it to pick up a copy of his album? Hey, I did the review, you do the decision !

Go buy the original one !

I can't quite pinpoint my fave Jay album because there are some songs which took my breath away, some are just ok ok and some I would skip.

My rating for this album :- 4/5

MSN Me

2008-11-21T23:00:00.004+08:00

It's been a while since I switched to my new msn and I'm lovin it.

I have the dearest on my list

My siblings :-

* Kat
* Ah-B
* K. Fen
* K.S
* The sister
* Leen
* The brother
* Fruit
* Eve
* Dei

The invinsible :-

* Kay Kay
* Aditya
* Kevin
* Anonymous
* Kenny / Rashid
* Kien
* Kenny

Jay-ism :-

* Pam
* Don
* Joc
* Juju
* Ferre
* Eddy
* Xiao Mei
* Mindy
* Kayvern
* Dionne
* Jenn Jie
* Jerome
* Julie
* Kay
* Linda
* Ferre
* Vvens
* Shyan

Camp mates

* Sherrie
* Sook Hui
* Abby
* Feng Q
* Iscz
* Shal
* Matt

Since 1999

* Shiaw Lee
* Shahida
* Y. Jenn
* Clara
* Pek San
* Ben B
* Crys
* Maws

Sisters and brothers of faith

* Poh Wei
* Sim Ai
* Sze Earn
* Janet

Fellow strandees

* Kelvin
* Tammy
* Spax
* Esther
* Josh
* Karen
* Wendy
* Wasila

MMU-ians

* Mia
* Raymond
* Eric
* YunYi
* Alyaa
* Jo

This will be under my links

Sigh, I am bored to do this. The net is ~~slow like~~ slower than snail

Sorry seems to be the hardest word

2008-11-20T19:00:00.003+08:00

Can't find the word to say sorry?

my heart seems to have the whole universe in it so I would have a place to forgive

you're forgiven, kayvern!

Join my neighbourhood!

2008-11-18T21:16:00.001+08:00

Lately, I have been facebooking a lot ... and not obsessively sending request to people .. instead I'm playing pet society.

Just like a virtual pet, you get to create a pet and then earn coins to buy stuff for your pet, either to decorate their house, food for them or clothes for them to wear. You get to determine their gender, male or female

You can also play with your pet, bathe them and earn trophies and coins while doing so.

Best of all, you can connect with your other friends who have pet society thus it becomes a neighbourhood. Everyone have their own house.

With more friends, you get to help each other out by visiting per day to earn coins :)

Not only that, you can have 10 races per day in the stadium and for each round you win, you earn 30 coins. You can also send gifves to your friends ( if you are generous enough )

As you level higher, your house will get more rooms. I have been playing for the past two weeks, spending some time on pet society each day.

Not only that, I managed to get the little ones to join my addiction.

This is my sister's pet, Tutty. I gave her the purple bow. After playing with my pet for a while, she decided to get her own

My cousin's Sparxx .. currently new and naked

His younger brother pet James .. under my influence ..

The youngest brother .. Ronaldo ... also my minion

My cousin K.Fen.. she joined before me .. her Casper has a really cute white glow

Cousin Kat's pet Miki .. who dresses like SailorMoon at the moment .. cute!

Her sister Mel's pet Kawaii-Chan also dresses the same ..

I think my whole family dominate the neighbourhood ..

Now time to show you my pet ..

Presenting Booboo .. my pink bonnet princess dress pet

sitting in her cute princess chair ..

this is how the interface looks like .. that is Booboo's room ..

Booboo sleeping on her bed =)

So join pet society, we can be neighbours! =)

A new start ?

2008-11-16T00:26:00.005+08:00

I'm considering to change my msn address .. meaning I'm thinking of starting anew..

there's just too many past and strangers hanging on my current msn that I'm pretty much confused ..

if I make a new msn, then I can start anew .. although the trouble would be announcing or changing it anywhere else I posted ..

and what if I come to realize I miss my current msn jazlyn8715 ?

i don't wish to be so transparent anymore .. like my current msn address ..

but I don't know what should I do?

do advise?

It's all in the news

2008-11-12T02:09:00.002+08:00

The good news :- My hostel room is just next to the pantry which means nearby access for drinking water

The bad news :- The water is light brownish/ yellowish?? gross ..

The "exciting" news :- Research must be done within a week. woohoo, just my type of assignment

The best news :- I finally finally finally am legal to pose like Jay did in Initial D

The worst news :- It's 2 am and I'm awake. I target to wake 5 hours later

The weepy news :- I miss my holidays ! T.T .. it's been least than 24 hours since school starts for me!

The angry news :- Our Capricorns are not here yet! I hope Jenn Jie will blast their ear drums off over the phone

The current news :- I'm off to bed

Big bank mail post

2008-11-09T17:06:00.000+08:00

Two months (i think) ago, me and cousin Eve went Mid Valleying and bought something for our cousin Kat. We were finding for affordable things because we wanted to buy 3 at once, meaning one for each of us. Just a little something that the three of us own. We wanted to buy mushrooms but it was kinda pricey for 3.

so we got this instead ..

in case you can't identify what objects are those, they are piggy bank. well, more like mail box bank. We bought in three assorted colours.

cousin kat's bank mail .. we then wrote continuous note on paper and fold them in heart shapes to deposit inside her bank. did you get our message? =)

and we wrapped it with newspaper so that it would look unsuspecting.

lotsa love,

My future friend

2008-11-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I met my good old dear friend Hwuei Li and her pet Fray at McD's

After much consideration and much conversation, I think I want a pet like hers

I still have the dream of two dogs and a kitten but perhaps before all those bigger pets, I wanna have a sugar glider first, although I know it will burn a hole in my pocket

I admit, I do have a soft spot for animals le

If possible, I wanna own a farm where my animals will not be slaughtered and sold for their meat

When I express to my sibs that I want a sugar glider , they both looked stunned

me : what is sugar glider?

the brother , being nonchalant answered " sweet chocolate that glides down"

O.o

then the sister replied

"i saw you saving that sugar cane's picture"

-.-''

this is sugar glider .. i already know what to name my future female glider ..

no one can guess it .. muahahaha ..

damn, i'm so easily swayed ..

A forum to chill

2008-11-06T00:11:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone!

I'm here today to promote a new place for you to chill and bitch and rant all you like!

Anti-B*tch forum

Just helping a friend to do promote

I'm not in it for being too busy with WLJC and JCNET .. whew ..

Count from 1 to 100

2008-11-04T00:22:00.000+08:00

november is here!

time for self reflection!

I stole Karyn and Alicia's century egg tag ..

THE SELF: 

[1] Name: Jazlyn

[2] Nickname: jaz, as far as i know la .. what other nickname u got for me?

[3] Married: when i do, i will invite you

[4] Zodiac Sign: Leo lioness

[5] Gender: a guy with the name Jazlyn sounds wrong

[6] Age: 21, legal for alcohol and sex

[7] High School: Sri Aman Gal Skool

[8] College: Multimedia Uni

[9] Height: taller than mom but shorter than bro

[10] Weight: i lost weight liao .. but i don't wanna tell you yet .. or ever

[11] Do you like yourself: more than i like some others

[12] Piercings: one on left ear .. unique no?

[13] Right or left: what the hell ? i write with right hand , if that's the q

[14] Are you a freak: no .. i'm very normal .. i think

[15] Hair: i love mine so keep ur freaking opinion to urself

[16] Skin: fair.. i bathe in milk every night

[17] Allergic: i'm allergic to stress .. cause i get hives .. when i stress

[18] What are you doing now: forum bitching .. and this tag

[19] What will you do 1 hour later: probably have to go to bed .. or still be here online

[20] What will you do 10 years later: i will be 31 .. oh no, i'm old

THE FAMILY 

[21]
Live with mother/father/parents: the whole bunch

[22] Siblings (included you): tres

[23] Eldest: yours truly

[24] Youngest: the sister

[25] Love/hate your family: muax !

THE LOVE 

[26] You found your another half: nope and i'm not rushing

[27] If yes, who is he/she: an animal lover

[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: don't have le .. no need to ask.. i don't have any crush or any potential mate yet

[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 1

[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): i confessed to a guy before and i'm proud of it .. it takes guts !

[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): yes but i am hinting reject

[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: i sprayed his car pink

[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: and burnt his hair

[34] Ever argue with your other half: yes, we argue whether the earth is round

[35] You with your other half since: when dinosaurs exist

[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: straight .. oooo * look at jay*

[37] Reasons you love your other half: because he smells like sock

[38] You and your other half in which stage: where we fight over ice cream

[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: he jump out behind a tree and screamed "WOO!"

[40] Ever think of marry he/she: when i get married, i don't wanna invite you

THE FRIENDS 

[41] Your first best friend: that girl lo who broke my heart

[42] Your first enemy: this woman. what a witch!

[43] The friend you love the most: the ones who stuck with me

[44] The enemy you hate the most (1 only): shit le , how to choose

[45]Your most beautiful girl friend: seriously, i don't look at girls that way

[46] Your most handsome guy friend: ROFL

[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: i would need a whole essay for this

[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: the ones who don't use their brain

[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: yes

[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: no way la

[51] If your friend backstabbing you: i could boldly say yes

[52] If your friend betray you: stupid poem lied. friendship do sank

[53] If your friend woo your lover: depends on level of anger:- phone slamming, screaming or bitch slapping

[54] If your friend fall in love with you: already did .. don't want la

[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: first of all, who is that?

THE STUDIES 

[56]Are you a good student: no, but i'm not a bad one either

[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: yes, i managed to beat last minuterism ..

[58]The teacher/tutor you love the most: her! with tea and bitter chocolate!

[59]Always late to school/college: no, but sometimes i purposely be late for class ..

[60] Your class: what class? so many class

[61]You love your seniors: normal

[62] Senior who you love the most: too gua zhang le this q ..

[63] Your classmates good/bad: *ignores question*

[64] Excellent result classmate: the skies are blue ..

[65] Laziest classmate: and the clouds are white

[66] Smart people: everyone is smart in certain ways right ?

[67] Stupid people: * heads to bitch forum*

[68]Good looking people: those with a nice heart

[69] Ugly people: bitches and assholes .. already ugly inside

[70] Funny people: are plenty

[71] Cute people: i lost the meaning of that word

[72] Bad people: wolf hidden beneath sheep wool

[73] Honest people: are just too few

[74] Acting people: the ones i ignored

[75] You are what kind of person: the one who treats who treats me right

THE PREFER 

[76] Lip or eyes: eyes but no swollen blue lips

[77] Hugs or kisses: steamy kisses are addictive , cuddly hugs are essential

[78]Shorter or taller: taller *must*

[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: whatever it is, as long as it's not something illegal or dangerous

[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: nice arms with no flabby tummy

[81] Listener or talker: listen and talk at the right time

[82] Romantic or rich: roses, doesn't matter one or a bouquet ..

[83] Good husband or Good Father: both, this one cannot cut short

THE FUTURE 

[84] Age to get marry: before karyn because she wants to be my bridesmaid

[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2 or 3 .. or a basketball team .. ahem

[86] Career: i don't want to tell you ..

[87] Salary: enough for me

[88] Retirement age: aiyo, i'm planning wedding dinner stage .. retirement is like a dot to me

[89] Properties value: also never thought of it yet .. hmm

[90] Wishes: *mumbles* .. shhh ..

THE VICTIMS 

[91] people who blogs

[92] people who loves jay

[93] people who love pink color

[94] people who have nothing to do

[95] people who are my friends

[96] people who eat meat or veggie

[98] people who can grow hair on armpit

[99] people who farts and burps

[100] people who thinks i'm crazy

I wanna move

2008-10-28T13:05:00.000+08:00

I was going through my email the other day and I realize there were some pretty interesting emails .. made me wanna move and change environment.

Perhaps you should send my mails to my new cave?

Behold the new cave, no longer just a space with lit up fire ..

The cave look like some badly shaped cake =D

One thing though, the tv not big enough .. and doesn't look like they have proper air ventilation ..

Look at the bed at the end corner .. even though got mattress , still looks hard to roll on .. then at the other end, got jacuzzi .. can go for dip ..

See, got bathroom some more .. complete little house.

Although I think the house is only fit for one, since they don't have doors to the different area of the cave .. so imagine le , you taking a bath or changing clothes ..

thinking back, a cave might be heard to clean since there's rough surfaces everywhere

why not rent a cubicle room in Japan?

then you can have cubicle neighbours too .. i want a pink cubicle ..

so this is how they move your room .. i just wonder if it's safe ..

see, so cute .. i mean the cubicle .. like one small little area for myself

your neighbourhood ..

and finally ..
it might look small from the outside but looks quite spacious inside .. this is so pretty!!

who wants to be my cubicle neighbourhood!!

Because I'm a pink Leo

2008-10-26T23:40:00.003+08:00

This week is Bai Se Ren Zhe theme week in JcNet

The theme is 'What's your sign?'

so i made my set of siggie and avie for the theme week..

I like the color on my set .. that's why i'm putting it up for memory !

I *heart* jcnet le .. like my home on the internet ..

Jay's star status

2008-10-24T13:35:00.002+08:00

ever since Jay has been coming out with his new album image, he has been starry .. which can be seen applied to his clothes ..

magician joker look .. with stars

doing magic tricks .. with stars under the coat

stars all over !!

posing by wine ?? with stars ..

in the airport .. with stars ..

--Pinktulipzz--

2008-10-21T14:21:00.000+08:00

last sunday, i followed my mom for her beautician exam ..

lotsa other experiments done on me like a lab rat ..

but don't wanna talk about those pish posh stuff .. let's get to the end ..

this is night make up ..

A strandee I am!

2008-10-15T13:10:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

I became a Strandee today. Wee ! No la, it's not something bad. I'm actually part of the Stranded Society in JcNet. The same group which I played for the JcNet winter game end of last year. To be honest, back then I actually made one of my New Year resolution was to be a Strandee. Now I am one! I get to access all these 'secret' threads that I heard but never seen. Hehe. If there is a Winter Game this year, I would do the same like last year to prove that I was worthy to be induct into SS.

Thx Wendy and the Strandees for believing in me!

Lookie lookie!

This is before SS

i know la my avatar damn lame .. but I just got hold of numerous hot Jay pictures , so expect change soon

After SS, there's a new social group column for me !!

Oh and to add in the bonus .. I got a hot Jay banner !

Damn hot!

On another note :- do visit WLJC

we have a new outer page, so it's not "just a blog" anymore. oh yeah, jerome we forgot to inform ya

Vain pot is calling me pink .. wth ?

2008-10-13T00:20:00.002+08:00

I actually wanted to just post a pic or two for JoA and Saadah and other lepakers in jcnet but then I thought I would do a whole blog post about my evolution ..

so basically this post is dedicated to my fellow lepakers ..

This is me when I was 13 .. when all I wore was baby T and pants. Those straight cut pants. Oh in case you didn't figure it out, that's me in the middle and no, I have hair tied at the back

Yup, upclose this is how I look like. Glasses, geeky smile and hair tied up like granny

This is me and Mia in form 15 (17 years old). Round glasses and round face

Me and baby cousin Eve two years back. On Christmas. Pretty much the same from high school

Taken with my deceased phone Pweety, this is me before class end of last year (2007). Or was it earlier this year ? Hmm.. I forgot .. not a hint of make up

This was taken in Penang a few months back when we travelled home for a short weekend. No make up except bottom eyeliner that had dried

And below pictures were taken last Saturday when I became a face model, meaning I'm the examplery model for the rest of the makeup class to watch.

That was the first time three guys stared at my eyelashes. @.@ upclose

eh, you also like to camwhore right , dun point point finger at me ah!

me and Mia on Saturday night at Azzy's place.

I think I evolved gracefully.

I'm learning to love myself so your blek opinion is your problem.

oo, I LOVE JAY'S SECOND SINGLE ..

fucking fantastic .. pardon my f language

I'll see you lepakers on our thread ;)

Happy birthday dear man

2008-10-10T20:24:00.003+08:00

it's that time of year again

no, not Christmas .. although that is coming up soon

Happy birthday to you ..
Happy birthday to you ..
Happy birthday dear Chunnie ..
Happy birthday to you!! ...

yeh .. *claps*

happy birthday you beautiful man!

you don't get older, you just get hotter ..

finally you're as old as Jay!

Mix n match

2008-10-09T21:16:00.002+08:00

The back bathroom which I shared with my brother is unusable, well not by me la.

His room door knob came off thus there's a hole there making it really insecure to shower, no matter how much I trust the brother

So now I'm showering in the parent's bathroom and using my sister's shampoo

Or so I thought.

I read an email today about shampoo with SLS chemical or some sort which produced foam that is not good for you scalp or something like that.

The sister says "It's the upside down bottle"

I was washing my hair with the upside down bottle and then I noticed there was no foam at all. Hmm, Dove definitely is such a good shampoo. No SLS.

When I approached my sister, her question to me was :-

"You washed your hair with my conditioner is it?"

"It's the upside down bottle" I told her

"Yeah , the brown one. The grey one is conditioner"

I didn't notice the brown bottle

O.o"

Two days of bliss

2008-10-05T19:53:00.001+08:00

* lotsa pix .. not advisable to proceed on hungry stomach

so how was everyone's raya? mine was well .. kinda nice .. drifted so fast like a dream

on the first day , we went to coconut flower for seafood

yes, seafood.. the things i don't eat ..

but what to do .. the whole family so eager to go ..

sipping tea before lunch is served

the salty kacang parang .. which i love

but pay little attention to that day

i was so excited .. to meet my cousins ..

kangkung .. yummy ..

crab .. tsk tsk ..

chicken .. tsk tsk

fried squid ..

i ate this, repeatedly telling myself it's crunchy and not squid

my all time fave .. tofu .. yummy ..

big prawnies .. >.<'

sweet buns .. which was suppose to be dipped with crab gravy but mayo tasted better

i love mayo .. cheers for mayo!

camwhore outside toilet .. me and cousin eve ..

cousin eileen ..

when the plates are clean .. and the tummy is full ..

cheers for tea .. yumseng !

watermelon for dessert

then we head off to do some window shopping ..

and i bumped into an old friend ...

a click in popular book store ..

and guess who followed in the car the whole day??

=) baby waddy sits in the car ..

cousin eve went home but the rest of us went for dinner ..

chicken rice .. which is not the best i ever had ..

tasted kinda bland ..

the brother love his fried rice

hokkien curry mee ..

two big mugs and one small cup ..

guess which is mine?

cousin AhB's nasi lemak , i think

lobak.. fried fried goodness ..

uncle's mee with chicken and veggies

the next day, we head off to MidV and .. head to the food court ..

actually, i don't quite like food courts but what to do ..

go with the crowd ..

really was not hungry therefore me and Eve decided to split our "lunch"

one plate of vegetarian mixed rice .. split two ..

my plate ..

it was really not that good .. and it's expensive RM 7.35!

i usually tapao from MMU and it's only RM 2 .. plus it's good

another whole day of window shopping .. walking around the place

actually we bought something that will be blogged about somewhere in the future

cause for now, it's a suprise ..

before you knew it, it was dinner ..

and we had dinner as early as 5:55 pm ..

chee cheong fun .. i love this one le .. the blend is just right

asam laksa .. eve's bowl

fried keow teow ..

fried rice .. the brother's fave

grandma's chicken rice

the sister and her western choice

it was just two days of pure fun fun fun ..!!

well, how was your holiday?

oh and go get plurk!!

then we can have fun!

My babes ..

2008-10-04T01:32:00.000+08:00

Cannot fit

2008-10-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

Sunway-ing

2008-09-30T19:23:00.000+08:00

outdated post but it's ok ..

last last last sunday (14/9) i met up with karyn and alicia at pyramid

i told u pyramid my second home liao ..

we took off our sandals and walked around barefoot because ~~we are crazy~~ alicia's sandal umm.. came apart?

after purchasing a new pair of sandals, we went for some chicken at shihlin

the spicy peppered chicken .. every outing with alicia, sure got chicken ..

are you a fan of the chicken too?

then join facebook group for Shihlin Taiwan Street Snacks

after that we head to red box .. haha .. sunway is red box and chicken ..

lunch at red box .. cheese chicken rice thingy .. with drinks ..

so hard le .. wanna sing and eat ..

dunno what song to sing ? cannot read chinese?

easy nia .. select all jay songs .. then if cannot sing .. just drool at the diao ness of jay

and i just keep wondering

why got people say jay ugly??? what is ugly about him??

they camwhore together while i was in the toilet

then we camwhore together-gether

we even sneak into dressing room

puffy puffy mouth ! look like blowfish or not?

doing the monkey thing ..

me and alicia .. looking pale ..

photo credited to alicia

that's it for now .. there's gonna be a renovation in the jay blog ..

"I don't even have a PL-"

2008-09-24T02:04:00.005+08:00

i wrapped up this semester de ! and now what's left .. is just two freaking papers ..

one on 7/10

one on 18/10

so big gap k??

anyways , these are some of the things i been considering in my mind .. kinda like plans ..

long term? short term?

++ wanna have a little gathering with liquor at home .. just get high ..
my parents will be cool, i think .. as long as we don't puke, get naked .. etc etc

++ volunteer model for mom
will blog later

++ get jay's new Capricon album safely from spore
oh yeah .. jay's album is coming out on 9th of oct.. *so excited*
his first song was fragrant rice .. dao xiang.. i love it!

++ drive around aimlessly
i really do .. and i wanna drive like how jay drives .. one hand propping my left cheek

++ write up chapter 19
i have such a cliffhanger .. which will make ppl go O.O!!!! hopefully

++ study my spanish .. yo tengo sed ..
i come to like this language a lot .. si

++ drag jerome to spore to meet ju .. next year ..
ah the admin meeting for WLJC .. convincing my parents would be hard

++ another awesome foursome gathering
it's been months since sunway, wei!

++ jogging every 2 days
i love to sweat .. in every way .. legal

++ new clothes!!
enuff said .. i'm craving for new clothes

oh well, i have only one plan at the moment .. i need to sleep .. zzz

buenas noches !

pss .. this adrian left me hanging on msn .. wth le .. adrian .. buyao .. i want sleep de .. tell ur story here

The mooncake festival

2008-09-19T15:04:00.000+08:00

Last weekend was the Mooncake Festival on Sunday. My family decided to celebrate on Saturday itself. Well, cause face it, Sunday is the day to bum about Monday.

our way to celebrate this festival.

guess how?

*sparkles*

sometimes i love capturing the light ..

flame right up.. we're having a bbq ..

chicken .. sitting on fire .. coated with garlic spread :)

nuggets on stick ..

corns, yams, potatoes .. i love potatoes in skin ..

fishes and chickens ..

foiled fishes, sausages on sticks and burnt potatoes

the sister lit candles ..

too bad it's not those colourful ones .. i really like those :)

how was ur mooncake festival? the moon was shining brightly :)

i will not fall

2008-09-15T20:14:00.001+08:00

失败的2倍

现在我打破了

但生活要继续下去

dui bu qi. wo de hua yi bu hou

An empty album

2008-09-11T14:54:00.000+08:00

Many of you might not know who is my first celebrity crush

sure i'm nutz about jay's music now but way back before jay-ism

i was an nsync fan.. a psychotic fan rather ..

oh, sure bring out all the big words.. gay, fag .. wtv

to be more precise , i was crazy about jc chasez

name : joshua scott chasez

don't you love his last name .. shyyy-zay .. when i was 12 .. he was 23 ..

he was my world .. i literally cried when he sings together with NSYNC ..

until i was 15 and the crush just went off !

then in 2004 , when nsync was done and over with ..

he came up with a new album

i always thought he had a better voice than timberlake but man, i'm disappointed with his album

here's why

* lewd lyrics.. plz highlight to read ..

track 1. some girls dance with women

Some girls dance with women
Knowing that it gives them attention
And I wanna get in with them
So pass me a drink and lets roll (Come here girl)

track 3. 100 ways
Dripped through the hallways cause we started in the shower
(Not 99, not 98)
We didn't finish 'til we hit the kitchen counter
(I'll make love to ya, in 100 ways)

track 4. mercy

It's like your blood runs through me baby
(Baby) And I can't get you out of my vein
A lust for you electric lady (Whoa...)
The affliction to my pain track

6. something special

And I got the recipe
Girl it’s such a tasty way
For you to get a taste of me
Silky like a Milky Way
Come into my room
Let’s break all the rules
Who knows what we’ll do
Anything is possible

track 7. if you were my girl

Baby, I want you, I need you, to feel you
I would love you all night strong
See if you were my girl
(Yeah) Tell me that you want me, to please you, cause I need to
I would love you all night strong
See if you were my girl

track 9. all day i dream of sex

All day long I dream about sex
And all night long I think about sex
And all the time I think about sex with you, with you
All day long I dream about sex
And all night long I think about sex
And all the time I think about sex with you, with you

track 10. one night stand

I'm gonna take you on a ride
Make you wanna jump and kiss the sky
I'm gonna take you forty thousand high
Just cause you're my girl tonight
(Baby) Just relax baby don't be shy
Cause it's a feeling that you can't deny
I'm gonna keep you steady satisfied
Just cause you're my girl tonight

track 11. come to me

Cause when I'm all alone
I lay awake and masturbate
I love to hear the sounds you make
Baby here I come
Baby here I come

track 16. blowing me up with her love

Tell a story
She was leaning on me
Getting horny
Maybe we'll get naughty
Look at shorty
She was leaning on me
Getting horny
Maybe we'll get naughty

ok.. enough ... now i know why his album name is Schizophrenic

seriously, this was the guy i once liked so much??? i guess my crush ended when nsync ended .. bye jc ..

i'm going for the other JC's music now ..

oh, happy bday to my cousin :)

Eye candy

2008-09-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

I know I have done this before.. but I have rearrange my cute guys database lately ..

Here goes .. not based on which is the bestest or anything liddat .. well, maybe a bit ..

1. Mr Ryan Wolfe (Jonathan Togo)

no one has look so sexy and arrogant in rubber gloves before. oh, plus lab coat

2. Chen Ying Jun (Elvin Ng)

I have been watching kinship lately and there's just something sexy about his hair and his height .. but i heard he is gay ??

3. Harrison John ( Christopher Gorham )

i kissed him in my dream.. it was so real.. *shiver* luckily his wife didn't come and beat me up in the dream

4. Joshua Scott Chasez (JC Chasez)

my first celeb crush way back when i was 12 .. looking back at old nsync video makes me fall head over heels again.. but i heard he is also gay??? he denied but rumors still fly ..

5. Wu Ji Zun (Wu Chun)

again, something sexy about the height and the hair .. so handsome ..

6. JJ Lin Jun Jie

there's just something about dimples that make me go awww... and jj has the dimple, the chubby face and the songs!

7. Zhou Jie Lun ( Jay Chou )

i love this dude la. full stop.

that concludes my eye candy for today. ahh jj's dimple *melt*

I read and review ..

2008-09-06T15:36:00.001+08:00

Oh, a book review ..

That's right. A book review from me. I think I would start reviewing books from now on. For each book I read.

Title : Sweetheart from hell
Author : Mayzhee Lim
Genre : Chic lit
Price : RM29.90

Why I bought it?

1. Cause I read her blog and am curious
2. Cause it's chic lit
3. Cause I like reading
4. Cause there's heart shapes in front
5. Cause it's pink

So what is in this book? I was rereading it last night before I went to bed

It's about a female/girl/woman, Vicky who makes me wanna pull my hair out with each page I read. Hey, it's a good thing because if you're feeling emotions while you're reading, that means the book is well written, even though you end up bald by the end of the book.

Vicky got herself a handsome boyfriend whose is so similiar to someone I know about. Hint Pepsi endorsement.. although now Sprite de la ..

ok, shall not spoil the book for those would be reading it. I guess what I enjoyed about this book is, it's not those lovey sexually charged chic lit that I read but at the same time it's fairly entertaining.

Vicky's antics, boyfriend's frustration. Although there is little imagination on how I visualize her boyfriend ;)

Just be ready to pull your hair out or mumble "damn you" every page

end review.

OOOooo!! does anyone know how to preorder stuff????? Jay's album coming out on 10/10/08

eh wu chun's birthday ..

Because I cannot resist

2008-09-04T01:57:00.002+08:00

I was browsing through my pictures folder and I found something the sister took ..

which is so adorable i have to post it ..

awwwwwwwwww .. my beary waddy!

My new fictional home XD

2008-09-02T19:42:00.002+08:00

To my dear friends and readers who goes thru my blog to get to my fanfic ,

Like Judith herself *ahem*

I have changed from from freewebs to blogspot

this is the new link :- For the girl who has everything

And I just updated chapter 18 .. which is really out of context of the story + a song

please let the song play while you read to enhance reading

just like i repeated many times, might induce vomit .. haha

read at ur own risk .. :)

corazon roto

2008-09-01T14:53:00.004+08:00

el corazón es roto. por que?

sone de un beso

y no fue mío mantener

estoy tan solitario pero yo sonrio

My gift for my anniversary XD

2008-08-31T16:37:00.000+08:00

today is malaysia's 51st independence day . also marks a year since i last performed in stadium merdeka a year ago.

oh well, to "celebrate" my own anniversary, i decided to post the first piece of shit i wrote back when i was 12 . here goes.

wait, remember i was 12 back then ok ?

*************************
Title :- Just because of love

"I don't like you, you ugly bastard" Laura screamed to Benges who tried to be her couple
"Please Laura I beg you" begged Benges
"If a love is being force, its not a happy ending" Laura replied and turned away
"And stop following me" she added
That's it! Why can't she understand that I love her? Benges thought as he watch Laura walked away

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

LAURA

I hate that boy. He only been here for 2 weeks. Who I mean is Aaron the new boy. Calling me names such as Blondy, Pit Nose and so on. One day I accidentally bumped into him.
"Sorry" I said not realizing who I bump into
"Hey! Blondy. Watch where you're going" he said to me with a smile
It's a puzzled he could have a smile on me

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

AARON

I like that Laura girl (actually). But I don't dare to tell her. O.K. I'm a boy. I'm brave. I must tell her. I been calling her names to keep me from blushing. I'll tell her on Tuesday even if she don't want to hear it

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

LAURA

I have this feeling 2wards this Aaron (suddenly). He's so cute, so handsome and cool. I tried to avoided this feeling but I can't. I have to tell him even if he dislike me. I'll burst if I don't tell him. I'll tell him on Tuesday.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

After school Laura went to Aaron's locker
"Aaron, I've -"
"Laura, do -"
Both of them says together
"You first" Laura offered
"Laura, do you know I suddenly have a feeling 2wards you? Maybe or even if you don't like me, just give me a little small peck on the cheek or a slap. You know, a little gift from you" he said timidly
"Aaron, that's the same thing I feel 2wards you. I'll take the kiss but a bigger one" and she kiss with Aaron on the lips
After their lips departed Aaron asked " Couples?"
"Why not?" Laura replied happily
And it was so romantic. Everyone agree them to be together. Everyone except one person doesn't

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"That Aaron, that dumb. Laura was mine - " Benges replied angrily
"I'm gonna squash you like this " he said as he squash his burger
His eyes were red with anger
"It's revenge Alien" he plan what to do.
No matter what he wanted to get Laura back!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Laura and Aaron spend their first date together. They went to the funfair and the love tunnel. That was in the afternoon. When they're walking home, Benges attack Aaron from the back with a knife! Aaron died. Laura screamed loudly and Benges laughed happily. He was about to grab Laura and ran with her when Laura took the knife he was holding and cut herself in the throat
"I come to join you Aaron" she said before she died
Benges was caught and hang to dead
"So what Laura says was right, love shouldn't be force, its an unhappy ending for me and Laura"
Benges thought to him self before he died. He regret but its too late

O.o

haha.. finish de la .. that's all la ..

yes, i underlined those words in my book, double underline using red pen some more!

oh now i promote my recent piece :- For the girl who has everything

now i wanna go hide under a rock de .. so paiseh ..

*hides in rock*

*hang Malaysia flag*

Happy Independence Day!

The one that had been ..

2008-08-29T21:46:00.001+08:00

i happen to have a good long term memory. really. stuff that are memorable and automatically registered in my head. i bet if my brain is a hard disk, it would be like a huge gigabyte

when i was 5, i was such a timid scared tiny tot who was terrified of the thunder and lightning. i was enrolled into a kindy which has a giraffe shaped slide. we were allowed outside playing in the playground when it started raining. we were shooed in and this other boy wouldn't come in. thunder roared and lightning flashed. i was so terrific and to make things worst, the boy slipped and his lips/chin bleed. the sight of the injury + the thunder was too terrifying for me, i threw up. i stopped kindy till the next year

when i was 6, a boy in kindy taught me how to eat cream filled biscuit. open it, eat the empty uncreamed piece , then peel the cream, roll it into a ball and eat it like some sweet.

when i was 9, my best friend and I were locked in the toilet when we changed into our PJ clothes during recess. i dunno why the door has no knob but it closed and a male teacher had to kick open the door. we spent the whole recess recalling our incident to everyone we met

when i was 10, there were some aedes campaign going on in my school. the thoughts of the aedes and people suffering etc etc made me tear up and went home without even looking at the exhibition

when i was 13, i walked into class right after toilet at the same time my geography teacher walked in. i was not feeling well and she harass me on why i didn't greet her. i rolled my eyes , not directly at her but she saw it.

when i was 14, i skipped art class and hung out at the sick bay room. i slipped in class unnoticed 5 mins before the class ended

when i was 15, i wrote a romantic steamy poem and 6 years later, i found out people thought i was sick at that time

when i was 17, i had my period on my bday and it sucked so bad. on the same day, i found out my pet bro was not a virgin anymore. i felt so sick i threw up 2 hours after i turn 17 officially

when i was in national service camp, on 13 feb, i had an antibiotic on an sorta empty tummy. hours later, really bad stomachache. luckily i recovered for valentine

the last guy i really adored, i met him on 10 june 2006, i was wearing purple.

i forgot when i confessed to him, but i was wearing black.

*********
i remembered when i first start writing, it was 17 august 1999. my first piece was a three page exercise book story about some shit. it seemed that i wrote sex stories although i have no idea what the hell it was back then.

when i was 13, i was actively writing stories of fantasies filled with boybands *ahem* Nsync way back then. the story was never complete.

i wrote love poems when i was 15 despite the fact that i never had a relationship before. i helped write poems for friends. i co wrote a love story with two other friends. it was never finished

i kept writing all the way up to the day i had to leave for national service. then i started a day by day diary. one day i would like to read back and recall what i did. did i went on the raft? was it raining that day? what did i do on valentines? who did i like back then ?

when i entered university, i had no more time to write. i spend too much time in front of the computer and less time on paper. i blame myself.

therefore i decide to pick up writing again. slowly. step by step.

that's why i am currently working on an idol fanfic *ahem* Jay Chou which is not centered around him.

looking back, i do realize my stories when i was younger was illogical and really stupid but that was my fantasy, that was my way of expressing myself.

note that i only write teenage or romance stories. despite the fact that i never have been in one of those lovey thingies.

the only thing that kept me going on with my current fanfic are my readers. u guys know who you are.

because writing the piece is one part of the pleasure but having responds and readers are the one who are pushing me to write.

although i might be slow in uploading it, once again, due to assignment and overdose computer usage, i will keep writing as long as i have you guys

for all i know, i'm not letting go off the pen anytime soon. my grammar may been broken and my tenses go haywire. i might not know big words but i really like to express myself this way.

should i upload my first piece of shit i wrote when i was 12? ;P

...

2008-08-28T03:45:00.001+08:00

u know ur tummy has gone crazy

when it's 4 am and it is growling

as you sit , staring at the screen

munching on peanut butter cookie

after you brushed your teeth

Where is the loo?

2008-08-27T00:21:00.002+08:00

Haha.. i got this off an email from poh wei... must share

Toilet signs from all over the world

which country? don't ask me but definitely not Malaysia

here goes ..

underwear and panties .. haha .. looks kinda disturbing

who knew sticks could be so sexy ?

this one i like wei .. damn nice..

when u open the door, the body became half .. simple and creative

love this one!

but the most disturbing one of all ..

haha.. walao .. such a turn off to go in the toilet lor ..

Damage control

2008-08-24T22:23:00.003+08:00

I feel so &#(%&#(# now ..

i did not made it up myself when i said Jay will be performing in the closing ceremony ..

mediacorp singapore forum states :-

Olympics SCMP states:-

Hispanic business states:-

then i saw this :-

grrrr.....

even lee hom is there .. i love lee hom but sorry la, i love jay more ..

Hope it's not a rumor

2008-08-23T21:46:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow is the closing ceremony for the Olympic games ..

such a bittersweet moment for me .. although i don't watch or update myself on the sports

the fact that it was held in China itself is so spectacular ..

the bird nest is beautifully made with the whole Chinese culture

i love my culture a lot .. with the calligraphy, lion dance , bamboos , etc etc ..

tomorrow the closing ceremony also .. it's strongly reported that Jay Chou would be performing ..

my heart beams with pride ..

imagine Jay standing and singing in China

in front of billions of people watching all over the world

over so many talented singers we have today ..

Jay was one of the choosen one ..

it really is such an honor ..

Qian shan wan shui is the best spirited song ever (for me la)

and all of this happening in this month ..

i am one who believe 8.8.2008 is a lucky day

and i turn 21 a week after that

then jay ..

let's watch and hope Jay take the stage tomorrow night ..

i really hope it's not just a rumor ..

come to think of it, within these two months , we have a lot of ppl's bday

* mi prima
* mis primos
* mi tio
* mi padre
* mi hermano

Turning 21

2008-08-21T21:46:00.005+08:00

ok.. this post is kinda outdated .. like a week ago ..

but since I'm officially 21 and a week now, this is my post for my bday night ..

where i had a little gathering at my house ..

i've always been the quiet private personal gathering person instead of blowing up the house partying ..

and what matters was, my dear friends came ..
7 pm :- starting the fire ..
cooking potatoes in foil...
purple flame .. and unlike the normal table setting , we made a little space for our dining pleasure
a mat with candles lit around it .. so romantic and private .. also look like some sacred ritual thingy what's in the middle?
pretty floating lights ..
like deepavali .. haha we actually cooked in the dark, refusing the porch light and the candles around the cooking area went out ..

so as a result ..

burnt sausages! XD .. haha .. funny le ..

our meals around the candle .. cannot see ..

tadah! paper plates and cups .. environment friendly.. :P
you might think what the heck did we cook..

all look so burnt and black .. sorry la.. bbq noob + off light ..

but i enjoy it very much ..

basically darling nancy went shopping and got us delicious food ..

oh , jo and i picked up a bit too!

* pork chops
* chicken drumsticks
* chicken wings
* cocktail sausages
* nuggets
* marshmallow
* scones
* crabsticks
* potatoes

and mom cooked some fried rice ..

so basically the 5 of us stuffed ourselves till we were popping pants button but wait, need to leave room for ..
chocolate cake .. oh my .. 21 years ... candles melting, photo taking , friends laughing ..

i shall not post pictures of me interacting with the cake because i look horrible la that night

i din dress up, din make up because it's bbq night but

yeah, my guest of honors are old buddies ..
ben whom i haven't seen since stardard 6 ..
nancy whom i been hannging out since form 4
lily whom i knew since kindy
jo whom stuck around for the past 9 years ..

thanks for making my night special , u guys! *huggies*

oo part 2 .. the next day .. i had an appointment ..

when i reached curve , i went to hometown kopitiam

~~once in a while , keep glancing at the back~~

~~just in case the paparazzi was following me ..~~

cause i'm meeting .. jay chou! ..

no la .. jerome nia la .. the other admin from the jay fan blog ..

never met him before ..

if juju had been there, perfect liao .. :P

4 hours of Q and A .. well mostly the Q came from him ..

anything else, u can go ask jerome ..

photo credit & edit :- Joanne

A lesson learnt

2008-08-18T21:51:00.003+08:00

remember the post that i had a few days ago about how much i miss that first love of mine?

i just remember why it wouldn't work in the first place

after turning 21, i had some thinking ..

and i realize , despite all the shit excuses we had

he was a mean asshole who exert his 'power' upon me

he yells at me in front of my friends

he made me feel so small

he made me feel so unworthy of myself

like without him, i would be nothing

he uses stupid words on me , not caring about my feelings

words like " no la .. where got liddat one"

and " dun think too much ok?"

looking back, i wonder why i had tolerated that behaviour

was i such a people pleaser?

i guess because i had feelings for him, i shut one eye and refuse to look at it

but now looking back, i'm glad

thank you for the lesson

thank you for letting me know who are people who would be out to hurt me

thank you for the sweet memories

you were not the one for me but you made me grow

i'm tired of people not taking me seriously

i'm tired of people treating me as if i'm so stupid or desperate

from this day onwards, i ain't gonna smile and take it anymore

Because I was bored

2008-08-17T17:49:00.000+08:00

First of all, what is the time? :: 5:50 pm

+ About Yourself +
Name :: Jazlyn Ooi
Age :: 21 and 2 days old
Date of birth :: 15 August 1987
Gender :: Female
Where are you from? :: Malaysia
Nicknames :: Jaz, Lyn, Khai, Kikz, Kiki
Middle name(s) :: Khai
Do you have any pets? :: Nope
What makes you happiest? :: When I get what I want
What makes you the saddest? :: When I don't get what I want

x

+ Have You Ever +
Said ‘I Love You’ and not meant it? :: well, almost never
Taken drugs? :: medication only
Been cautioned/arrested? :: nope
Been to a concert? :: hate concerts
Cried during a movie? :: yeap
Been on stage? :: yep
Witnessed a crime? :: yep, snatch theft
Swore at your parents? :: er.. not that bad
Been abroad? :: when i was little
Been on holiday? :: of course
Failed a grade? :: failed subjects
Told the person you had a crush on you liked them? :: yes
Ran away from home? :: wanted to

x

+ Last Thing You Did +
Last thing you ate :: sponge cake
Last drink you drank :: water
Last magazine you read :: reader's digest
Last person you spoke to :: mom
Last person you emailed :: i forgot
Last thing you brought :: a book
Last shop you went in :: popular book store
Last song you listened to :: yue liang dai biao shui de xin - david tao
Last website you went on :: facebook
Last time you said anything :: just now

x

+ Celebrities +
Which celebrity would you most like to meet? :: jay
Which top 3 celebs would you most like to trip over in the street? :: 1. paris hilton
2. miley cyrus
3. lindsay lohan
Who was your first celeb crush? :: jc chasez from nsync
Who is you current celeb crush? :: i like celebs normal amount now
Which celebs have your parents got crushes on? :: eww ... got such thing?
Have you ever met a famous person? :: not that famous
Have you ever seen a band in concert? :: no, hate concerts

x

+ Favourites +
Favourite colour :: pink + black
Favourite band :: fahrenheit , SHE
Favourite solo singer :: jay chou
Favourite film :: hmm none
Favourite song :: depends on my mood
Favourite album :: jay's albums
Favourite TV programme :: FRIENDS, desperate housewives , csi miami
Favourite F.R.I.E.N.D.S character :: i love all 6 of them at different time
Favourite day of the week :: weekends
Favourite day of the year :: my bday XD and cny
Favourite type of music :: pop, ballads
Favourite TV channel :: E!
Favourite boys name :: daniel, zachary
Favourite girls name :: ally, audrey, cynthia
Favourite person in the world :: i got a lot le

x

+ Body Matters +
Do you like your body? :: ok ok la .. i'm grateful for what i have
What would you change about your body if you had the chance? :: thighs and tummy

x

+ Head, Shoulders, Knees and Toes +
Do you like the shape of your head? : O.o eh ?? yes
Do you like your eyes? : yes
What colour are your eyes?: dark brown
What would you change about your face? : i would want smoother skin
Are you attractive/average/ugly? :: this is not for me to answer
Have you got broad shoulders? :: i don't think so
Do you like your shoulders? :: it's ok ..
Have you got knobbly knees? :: i think so
Are they fat/chubby/skinny? :: chubby XD
Do your feet? :: do my feet wat?
Describe your feet? :: my toenails are blue ..

x

+ Tattoos and Piercings +
Have you got any tattoos or piercings? :: yes
How many do you have? :: one
What are they of? :: left ear
Do you think lip, belly, eyebrow and nose piercings look good? :: actually, no
What do you think of sleeves (tattoos all on the arm)? :: no opinion
Would you ever consider getting a tattoo – if you don’t already have one? :: maybe ..
If yes, what would you have? :: something sweet

x

+ Emotions +
Do you show your emotions much? :: quite
What scares you most in life? :: being left behind , lonely
What angers you most in life? :: assholes
What upsets you most in life? :: people who are just pathetic
What makes you happy in life? :: good news
What helps cheer you up? :: jay, books, shopping, talking
Who is usually there for you when you feel down? :: depends on what situation
Are you more optimistic then pessimistic? :: pessimistic
Is the glass half full or half empty? :: half empty and half full
How short is your temper? :: on a scale of 1 to 10, it's 3

x

+ Choose One +
Tom Delonge/Mark Hoppus :: who the hell?
Blink-182/Busted :: either
Busted/McFly :: busted
Ashton Kutcher/Topher Grace :: ashton ..
Watching movies at home/Watching movies at the cinemas :: depends on the company
Crisps/Chips :: chips
McDonalds/KFC :: mcd's
Rock music/Pop music :: pop
Punk/RnB ::rnb
Black/White :: black
Hot/Cold ::cold
Red/Blue :: red
Happy/Sad :: happy
Cameron Diaz/Drew Barrymore :: none
Avril Lavigne/Fefe Dobson ::avril
Talking over the phone/Talking face to face :: depends

x

+ Random Questions +
If you could have one wish in the world, what would it be? :: another 100 wishes XD
If you had the chance to meet 3 people, dead or alive, which 3 would you choose? :: 1. my grandpa
2. jay chou
3. er.. wu chun?
Who would play you in a film about your life? :: i wanna play myself
What’s the first word you lay your eyes on after you’ve finished reading this sentence? :: first
Do you have posters on your wall? :: yes
If yes, how many have you got? :: a few
Who or what are they of? :: jay chou, fahrenheit, wu chun
What will you be doing at 9:00 tonight? :: i dunno yet
How much jewellery are you wearing at the minute and what are you wearing? :: just an earring and a silver ring .. cost? secret
Do you have a life motto? :: not really
Have you ever been in love? :: yes
Who was your first non-famous crush? :: gee , i don't really remember
What is your marital status? :: single
What is the weather like outside right now? :: cloudy .. gonna rain
Pick up one thing from your desk, what is it? :: nail polish remover
Do you like watching TV? :: yes
Describe the chair you’re sitting on :: it's fine wood and plastic
Have you enjoyed this survey? :: so so la

Now, we will finish as we started – what is the time? : 6:04 pm

Older and not wiser

2008-08-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

just had a small but meaningful gathering .. thx u guys !

omg i'm officially 21 de ..

and no more free maxis call for the day .. booo

more to come tomorrow ..

To my cousin

2008-08-14T15:19:00.000+08:00

Happy 13th birthday, Fruit

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A cut to the heart

2008-08-13T02:17:00.002+08:00

it has been two years .. since i known you

two years since we last talked

when you smile at me, i felt like my world opened up

when you held my hand, i felt so lucky

and when you hover on me , i secretly enjoy it

how we used to spend everyday together

how i used to cry for you

those were the days ..

those were the time

i closed one eye on your weakness and i basked in ur strength

how you give me that sleazy look from your eyes

how you talk to me so softly when we're together

i treasured the warmth of your body when ur near me

you didn't know i smile when i looked at you fast asleep

and you didn't know i smile when you sang me to sleep

i have moved on.. i have .. i really have ..

but why when i saw you walk across ..

i felt a jab in my heart

were you the same guy ?

do you remember me ?

do you hate me ?

those hands.. were the same one who ran the fingers across my hair ..

the same ones i held tight in mine ..

sadly, our paths and fate do not cross ..

so why do i feel the jab in my heart?

that's because you had held the same heart in ur hand before

goodbye you.. it's true what they say, first love is indeed hard to forget

如果要走　請妳記得我　如果難過　請妳忘了我

To my brother

2008-08-12T22:42:00.001+08:00

credits to : wishafriend.com

Grandma's early birthday

2008-08-11T02:26:00.000+08:00

Last two nights ago , us family went out for a wittle dinner eat eat time to kinda celebrate my grandma's bday on the 20th .. since she is just gonna be in town for a few more hours ..

So the rest of the post is basically just food , food and more food

Now bear in mind, i'm not a good photographer ok?

aight ..

bro's RM10 fried rice .. well now is only RM 5 la ..

sis's western chicken chop

uncle's rice with chicken rib

cousin eileen with her "pizza"

auntie's chee cheong fun

cousin eve's hokkien mee ..

uncle's porridge ..

lobak + porridge

my yong tao fu

lobak

ee mee .. haha how do you spell that

eiu char kuih? .. you tiao la .. i forgot what is it called in english

mee with chicken

remains of fries and tau fu

dad's porridge

eve's char keow teow

ais kacang ..

*click* eve + jaz

a fan of my fanfic ^^,

anyways need to go to bed now .. gotta get up and have my second driving class .. woot woot ..

A GIANT step

2008-08-09T03:36:00.000+08:00

Last Wednesday Jo came and pick me up. Yippee! Outta the house, explore the world, pee in the wind..

So anyways , guess where we went?

.
..
..
......

giant ..

haha .. damn sad right .. originally i had plan to sing k in Sunway .. (yes, again)

but last minute, kena ffk.. plan cancelled .. *sad*

Desperate to get out of the house and spend some cash, we decided to head to the nearest "mall" we can get ..

It was fairly fun looking around stuff that you don't need but want ..

I was looking at some big big teddy and I can't help hugging him

Never mind, will make hubby buy .. haha

I didn't know window shopping could make the time past by so fast .. and actually I was shopping for gege's belated birthday pressie

What to shop for a guy??

Cannot something too lovey later the gf come and scratch my eyes out!

Cannot too expensive or i pokai!!

Cannot too big , later post office eat my money !!!

Have to send the pressie to Perak, kenot see gege's face when he receive it T.T

So anyways with growling tummy, we went to KFC because I was dying to try the Twisted Toaster thingy ..

cheesy wedges .. so yummy and cheesy and mayo-ey ..

*stomach growl*

my orange drink ...

jo's pepsi .. i should have got pepsi right? to support jay!

oh wait, now jay endorse sprite de .. but i don't like sprite! how?

the twister thingy .. just like HB4 kebab .. -.-'' and way too much tomato cubes!

the remains .. see my cubes of tomatoes that i dug out of the twister?

After lunch , koko called me and I thought it would be a nice gesture to buy him something as well since I'm getting gege something

Yes, I have a gege and a koko .. both older brothers but yeah ..

but koko said no need ...

All in all .. I lost my shopping mood cause of a wallet .. I thought it was RM X only

i didn't notice the price tag .. RM X + RM 10 ..

&^%$&@*$

what's done is done.. rice also become porridge de .. what to do ..

oh, i didn't just window shop .. i got this adorable thingy I call my own dice box ..

*smiles happily*

and new panties .. wee ..

so anyways .. conclusion .. I didn't really get anything for gege and koko that day ..

and i managed to persuade jo to get her own dice box too ..

sales company, hire me!

ngek ~

***

omigosh , i have a presentation at 3 pm ... i hope i can do it

and i have began driving .. and on my first lesson

my engine died on me twice , once on the traffic light

T.T

oo and my cousin is graduating!

no one to take me get ~~fake~~ MC de lor

need to go to bed de .. almost 4 am .. OMG ..

Jay fan gathering?

2008-08-05T17:05:00.000+08:00

hey peeps .. was just wondering for Malaysian fans .. who is in the Selangor state ..

would you want to make a gathering ?

Date : 16 or 17 August 2008
Location: Yet to be determined , but Red Box .. we have three choice .. The curve, Sunway Pyramid or Low Yat
Time: Day , yet to confirm
Language: Mainly English as we might have friends who can't speak chinese
Activity: Karaoke session .. singing Jay (duh) =P , get to know each other, camwhoring session

RSVP: by 13 August 2008

everything depend on who is coming ..

so can you guys make it ?

do inform me or Jerome if you don't wanna post publicly or reply to the comment box below ..

p/s: dun worry if you dunno how to read chinese or memorize Jay's song .. i have a full lyrics book with pinyin .. hehe .. serious

p/sss : we only want YOU! plz don't come along with your bf , your brother ..etc etc .. unless the other person is a sporting Jay fan too

What are you passionate about?

2008-08-04T14:23:00.000+08:00

Kena tagged by Karyn mei la .. aiyak ..

Six things I'm passionate about:
1. My fanfic - For the girl who has everything
2. Jay's music
3. Photoshop
4. Arcade games
5. Old friends
6. Waddy

Six things I say too often:
1. I love this song
2. Shit. Fcuk
3. I wanna sleep
4. Waddy is so cute
5. Did you see the ...
6. I don't want ..

Six books I read recently:
1. One night stand
2. The accidental virgin
3. Reader digest
4. Just forget it
5. True confessions
6. She woke up married

Six songs I can listen to again and again:
1. Qian shan wan shui - Jay Chou
2. Wo bu pei - Jay Chou
3. You xi - Zhang Dong Liang
4. Always Be My Baby - David Cook
5. Ai ne - SHE
6. Always you and I - 98 Degrees

Six things I learnt in the past year:
1. The law of driving
2. I am capable of being confident
3. How much I admire Jay's music
4. I still can write
5. I cannot wear certain sleeveless
6. I lvoe scandals

Six people that you're going to bring when you're on an island:
1. My brother .. cause he's tall to pluck coconut
2. Someone fun la ..
3. Someone who eats everything so that they can eat what I wanna throw away =P
4. Someone who is willing to spend money
5. Someone who I can get drunk with
6. Jay Chou.. wakakakaka

Six people I tag:
1. Juju .. haha first name ..
2. Jerome ..
3. Marese ... i pass this tag as a welcome back gift :P
4. Sim Ai .. i know you don't do one ..
5. Cousin Katherine .. dunno if you will stop by or not
6. Karen .. i'm being random

August calendar

2008-07-31T18:36:00.000+08:00

it's the end of the month .. woot woot !

so fast it's august de .. time to cross out my last week list
* essay draft .. so dreading this one
done, marked, received .. a smashing 7/10 for dunno what i wrote .. impressive

* sketches --full force in the morning --
handed up, slide under lecturer's door .. satisfied

* spanish assignment --looking forward--
very nice, according to profesor

* bitch blog un-updated for almost 2 months
dear bitchy readers, FYI i updated it last week

* my fanfic hanging on a thread
oh yeah, this is still undone .. hrmmpp

*maybe seeing Za
cancelled, postponed, whatever

*meeting to discuss stuff .. i feel so grown up
not as exciting as i thought it would be

*YWD (young women division) day
meaningful and contentful

woot woot .. august .. the month of babies ..

happy bday to alvin !

to the brother

and the fruit cousin ..

and grandma..

jc chasez.. my ex husband turns 32 .. hoot hoot

then there's yours truly .. ;) bring out the jizz ..

other than that .. what is coming up .. ??

* hair presentation for YWD .. nervousnye
* meet up with old pals
* bday weekend shopping
* jay's new album .. wee!! although been delayed to sept la .. hmmm
* grandma's coming to visit

and and and .. one week of much needed break.. wee !! *hyper*

shit, forgot to withdraw money for shopping .. nya ~~

i dun care what anyone says .. i freaking want this darling ..

i want a doggie !! a puppy ..

i'll end the post with a yummy guy .. christopher gorham .. age : 32

if ur wondering why he look so damn familiar.. he's from Ugly Betty .. and he look liddis

ick!

hoot hoot .. nya nya nya ~~

Late at night

2008-07-30T01:20:00.002+08:00

Waddy don't hug back but he's always the best ^^,

I'm gonna crawl to bed right now with Waddy *squeeze*

Goodnight world ! *flying kisses*

Torturing self

2008-07-28T11:22:00.003+08:00

i have sketches to do but i'm right here blogging .. wth.. oh well.. just a min won't hurt ..

what to blog .. ?

my mom's delicious mihun!! *droolz*

cooked bihun / mee

personally, hate the taste of mee too much .. sorta like rubbery after a while .. yuck ..

haha .. like leftovers nia .. but in the beginning it was full plate of prawn, fish cake, pork and egg .. stuff to dump in the bihun

and tauges .. yummy ..

chilli for extra taste

dried onion .. a pinch will do .. or in my case, four pinches

i get to use the big bowl.. muahahaa ..

the soup goes in ... omg .. so yummy.. i can have five plates of this for the whole day

the soup is the main ingredient that brings out the yumminess ...

my mother's bowl .. looks more tempting ..

shit ..

i cannot blog liao .. need to finish sketches

and damn tummy going grrrrrr .. wtf ..

*rumble rumble*

oh, yeah happy birthday cousin ..

ur still 10 years my junior .. doo doo ~~

Cross roads

2008-07-23T02:17:00.003+08:00

the things on my list right now :-

* essay draft .. so dreading this one
* sketches --full force in the morning --
* spanish assignment --looking forward--
* bitch blog un-updated for almost 2 months
* my fanfic hanging on a thread

yet i can't wait for the weekend ..

*maybe seeing Za
*meeting to discuss stuff .. i feel so grown up
*YWD (young women division) day

** will get back to ya in a while **

omigosh, me need to sleep ..

anonymous , tc of ur wounds / injuries etc etc
happy belated bday jamien

happy upcoming bday to dad and uncle
and also budak kecik , mi primo

kel mynn, sim ai see u guys on sunday?

poh wei, u be there right????? ;)

wei, i wanna go sales le .. where's my gals?

Sight seeing in Penang

2008-07-20T15:24:00.000+08:00

Last week due to something my dad needs to do, we travelled to Penang Island. Since I been watching a lot of F.R.I.E.N.D.S lately i decided to caption them friends-way from the eyes of a tourist.

The one with the blue sea

The one with the unique decoration

The one where the banner becomes a reminder

haha , this was found outside a court house .. i wonder what does it really mean

The one with the colourful atoms

The one where SHE appear in Penang

The one with the view from the hotel's 10th floor

we did spent time visiting our family at the mainland too. after all, what's a visit to penang without doing so

The one with the big ship passing by the ferry

The one with uncle's crab

The one where grandpa picked mangoes for us

The one with the sunset

The one with the clouds

The one with the special rare drink

seriously, i never seen this drink sell elsewhere except in a SHELL station ..

The one with the Slurpee

it's been so long since i had one ..

The one with the brother

who didn't know i snapped this

The one where night time falls

seriously, i was expecting it to be like the city of the lights or something

The one with the gang

not taken by me .. but yeah, my toy crew came along

The one with the missing phone numbers

or is it meant to be like that?

The one with the sign

haha.. that was so amusing

The one with the other ferry

The one where Waddy is always adorable

so cute !

yup, that's it from my trip last weekend to Penang ..

so fun so fun! i wanna go again !

6.15 SGM Malam Muhibbah

2008-07-16T13:48:00.001+08:00

i have been delaying this post for a while now .. so here goes ..

for the past month .. Soka Gakkai Malaysia (SGM) held Malam Muhibbah for two weekends, 5 performances starting from 15 of June .. therefore this event is called 6.15

and in case you are wondering, yes i am a member of the organisation ..

6.15 was held in our very own Cheras Bunka Kaikan and it is held to "commemorate the 24th Anniversary of SGM's Formation, 20th Anniversary of the Establishment of SGM Culture Centre in Cheras and 20th Anniversary of the first visit of Mr.Daisaku Ikeda, President of Soka Gakkai International to Malaysia."
--quoted Sim Ai .. can la .. we do kosen rufu together :P

since i'm not one of the performers this time , i decided to head to head down anyways to give support to family and friends alike ..

7 pm ++ , setting of the choir band ..

at 8 pm ++ the show begins .. with the choir band ..

two of my cousins are in the choir band .. not sure which one .. there were several ..

the marching band .. i think with their trumpets and flag twirlers

lotsa dancing .. so energetic ..

pink singing choir group ..

in a different lighting ..

the chinese, indian and malay dance group

their outfits are simple and sexy

juniors swinging their hats around ..

and flags .. so adorable la these little girls

fine dancing ...

and to top off the whole night was the gymnastic performance

before you visualize guys and girls wearing leotards and waving ribbons, doing splits .. it's not like that

my brother and cousin was part of the gym group

building tower .. 4 level the highest

tower built

coming down from tower

in formation ..

in line with little towers at the back

the lights went out for a sec but the fan formation and tower were still on

gymnastic are consisted of spirited young men ..

i couldn't fit the whole thing into the camera from where i was sitting

rising of the youth

every good show must come to an end ..

finale dancing ..

hehe , they look like spiders here with their arms liddat

look at the 1000 performers ..

and the supporting crew .. the ones who worked behind the scene to make things happen

i was not aware it came out in the papers

but it sure did!

photos were stolen from sim ai and poh wei's blog

some of the photos are mine ..

i would have snapped more but i was using lousy camera ..

as a spectator , i would say i wish to be down on the stage there ..

i wanna feel the adreline rush again, the excitement and fear just like during last year's p50 performance ..

i think this is the first time i'm actually stating i'm a member of Soka Gakkai .. and i'm not one who forces my religion on others

i had to make a choice before .. lose a guy or lose my religion .. i lost the guy ..

anyways ..

soka gakkai malaysia have taken part in joining several performances ..

SGM is affiliated to Soka Gakkai International, which has members in over 190 countries and territories.

SGM has participated in numerous large-scale national and international events, of which most memorable was the 1998 Commonwealth Games Kuala Lumpur's opening ceremony, where 5,000 SGM members presented the stunning human graphics display, winning world wide praises.

just like this ..

and many many more .. those graphics were made my flipping cards btw .. there are people sitting behind there .. flipping colour cards accordingly ..

my dad took part .. i was still 11 back then ..

then there was the CitraWarna which took place in 2005, i think .. which i did not join

and the one which happened last year .. Malaysia Independence Day project 50 2007 where the performance consist of 1000 ++ performancers .. including dancing , human formation and gym boys

so who's up to join 2010 performance in Bukit Jalil stadium?

A tag it is

2008-07-15T00:25:00.001+08:00

I'm slowly getting back on my feet about blogging .. so i'm trying with this tag first that i stole from jerome ..

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 12:08 am
Name: JazLyn .. that's all you need to know
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 1
Shoe Size: 7/8 .. yes i have big feet !!
Height: 160 cm .. short but average

Where do you live: Malaysia
Favourite drinks: Water
Favourite breakfast: It depends on my mood actually

Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes
Swam in the ocean: Nope, cannot swim
Fallen asleep at school: Yes. History lessons
Broken someone's heart: Yes, Arturo's heart .. muahahaha
Fell off your chair: Not intentionally
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: To sms .. but not whole night la

What is your room like: It's pink purplish and Jay Chou hangs on my wall
What's right beside you: A box of tissues, my phone, my keys, watch, mirror
What is the last thing you ate: McD's chicken porridge ... yummiez!

Ever had chicken pox: Nope
Sore throat: Yes, that's when I miss my healthy throat
Stitches: I don't think so
Broken nose: Nope

Do you believe in love at first sight: No, only like at first sight
Like picnics: Haven't experience one ..
Who was, were the last person you danced with: I dance alone
Last made you smile: Adyla
You last yelled at: I forgot ..

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: I am crushless
Kissed anyone: Nah
Get sick: Well, I had flu a bit in the morning but now ok de
Talk to an ex: No
Miss someone: A bit, a friend
Eat: Bread, junkies, porridge

Best feeling in the world: I have several .. maybe part of it from NS
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Usually my bear Waddy would be with me
What's under your bed: A plate, shoes, soap, my baggage
Who do you really hate: I don't hate anyone atm
What time is it now?: 12:17 am

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. Having crushes on guys
2. Dunno how to use the computer
3. Sleepipng early
4. Waiting to turn 11
5. Almost became a prefect

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. Hair care presentation
2. Attend spanish class
3. Write chapter .. err ... I forgot
4. Lunch with Jo and Hafiyah
5. Sleep

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Chacos
2. Cottage fries
3. Twisties
4. -
5. Anything la, I'm a junkie rubbish bin

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Buy a bungalow
2. Shopping
3. Visit Singapore, China and Taiwan.. then Australia
4. A handphone for each family members
5. Buy doggies

5 of my bad habits:
1. Super duper lazy
2. Messy
3. Indiscipline
4. Procrastinate
5. Paranoid

5 places I have lived in:
1. My home
2. Penang
3. My first home
4. Cyberia
5. Hostel

5 people I tag:
1. Joanne
2. Kel Mynn
3. Juju
4. Marese
5. Sim Ai

Hit a wall

2008-07-09T00:41:00.002+08:00

sorry been away from the blog for quite some time.

been losing the will to blog about my boring empty life.

will be back soon ok?

lately been losing all the will to do writing stuff so on hold is my fanfic

and currently working on the hair caring presentation

until i come back, my online chamber will be empty

peace peeps ..

Random photo update

2008-07-02T01:07:00.000+08:00

i'm so dry and so squeezed out of excitement that a rock has more stuff and jizz in life than me!

my routine lately has just been going to class and loving my baby CanDy!

so yeah, just been cleaning up my documents and i found some pictures!

sze earn, angela and me .. back in those performance days ..

oo, i saw angela in old skool the other day

isn't it such a small world that she's doing internship there??? wow ..

and look .. ! i stole maws pic from 2000 ..

spot me .. oh but no prize if you do ..

i wish to paste a "what was i thinking ?" sign on my forehead back then

but oh well .. the past is the past

azzy's 21th bday party last March ..

jenn, shahida, azzy, aeryn , elaine , me and mia

which reminds me .. i'm gonna be 21 .. oh no!!

i wanna remain 20 !

my cowboy on a pink horsie stuck on my wall ..

he's been so quiet lately ..

hopefully something will come up soon ..

speaking of jay, our WLJC blog has cut down members ..

inactive members .. but plz, jay fans who blog, you are very encourage to drop by

i *heart* him so much ..

i could almost hear my cousin going " skinless bear"

wth .. my bear is so adorable ok ..

i never love a toy this much before

.. ahem .. as you can see, this is like a post to update just for the sake of blogging ..

and also i was getting uncomfortable not blogging for a while ..

now i'm gonna get back to watch FRIENDS .. lately been kinda watching that a lot ..

i'm running out of ideas to blog ..

if anyone comes to me and tell me what they want me to blog about , i will do it !

60 steps higher

2008-06-26T02:03:00.000+08:00

a quickie update on me !

i'm staying on the fourth floor of the hostel and getting quite the much needed exercise XD

60 steps up, 60 steps down ..

one trip to class

one trip for lunch

one trip for dinner

the compulsory ones anyways

my roomies are .. err ... I MISS MY OLD ROOMIE!!

yes shien sim .. i miss you!!

i got no one to rant to, no one to complain to, no one to greet me after class

gah! but i do have a soft board ^.^

and a new table

and a HUGE cupboard to myself!

and lights off by 12 am ..

waaaahhh .. i need a table lamp *puppy eyes*

but wait .. i'm gonna get my baby soon!

*checks* less than 12 hours !! *jumps around*

i have no name for you yet!! ahhh!!

bah .. i need to go to bed now ..

i have class at 11 then spanish class

so bueno noches! or bueno dias .. whichever you like since it's 2 am ++ de :)

eh, no sri amanians wanna follow me back to skool this sat meh?

and colby, i will always always always love you .. muax!!

*hugs colby* thank you for being there these past three years

The one I hold near and dear

2008-06-19T14:19:00.000+08:00

it's been so long i never had a gathering with the awesome foursome .. nance called us the fascinating four .. haha ..

due to our different schedule and nance living far away from us, we didn't have the chance to gather and catch up ..

ah, how i miss the times in class when we were much younger .. the daily gossips ..

"eh , i got crush on this guy"

"haha .. britney spears teacher!"

"damn, sejarah damn boring la"

"come we play football"

"eww .. how you can burp like that"

the last line was always for me .. eheh *shy*

ah, those times when playing football was rolling a ball of newspaper and kicking it around the back empty space of class ..

and those moments when the history teacher was blabbing and we had our book up, we took a bite of our kerepok lekor behind the book .. or when the maths teacher's back was turn, we threw paper notes at each other .. ahh good times ..

and those constant weekends we spent in each other's house .. with the excuse of projects .. well, we did work but we had fun!

anyways .. moving on last weekend .. we met up .. after err ... one and a half year??

we have this policy where if one of us got a boyfriend, we would drag him along so the three of us could evaluate and grade him .. but last weekend was only us ladies ..

look at the old days .. nance, me, mia and lily .. in our "sexy" uniforms

i forgot who gave me this pic .. seriously ..

if it was nance who gave it to me she would scream and say "ahhhh.. how can you forget"

if it was mia who gave it to me she would shake her head and say "how could you kikz"

if it was lily who gave this to me , she would have .. run me down with an F1 car .. =P

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last sunday was such a sneak attack plan .. i myself didn't see it coming .. but i was cool with it ..

mia and nance wanted to go for karaoke .. i was cool with it .. it took us some time to persuade our other bestie ..

in the end, we had the room for 2 hours .. the excited nancy, the curious mia, the happy go lucky me and an unwilling lily ..

eager mia with a very unwilling lily ..

our room was 21 .. and we're all 21 .. well, 2 of them were anyways ..

one of the substitute video for a song without mv ..

it was nsync's "i drive myself crazy " .. i wanna look at the old handsome jc chasez .. not porny girl rolling around the beach in her bikini ..

me and mia had our fair share of singing, lily of course won't touch the mic and nance froze ..

k-box fright , i guess? not even when we sang jay together ..

nance, i don't care!! one day i will squeeze the voice out of you ..

she is so girly and pretty now .. if you take a look at her almost 4 years back, she was not like this !

don't they look like sisters??? :P

the girl i known since kindy ! i remember once i was running to cross the road before the light turn red, i fell down and her dad helped me ..

thx lily, for accompanying us even though you don't want to ..

high school mate / uni mate .. we rarely hang out eh ?

my lunch ! shrimp ? yerr .. *runs from seafood lover*

tomato ? yerr .. *ducks flying tomatoes*

lily's salad .. look so much healthier than mine .. but got more tomatoes .. yer

we browsed everywhere after that ..

right outside asian avenue .. OMG i look like i just woke up go huh ?? *click*

i looked STONED.. wakkakakaka

classic moment :- when nance said something, me and lily disagree on it, we would high five and nance would try to stop us .. by grabbing on my hands .. haha .. so form 5

btw nance, we DID high 5 that day .. out of your sight ..

mia and nance .. so girly!!

3 in 1 ..

yours truly was the photographer of these three delightful models

stranger taken ..

*click* close up! ..

credits to mia for some of the photos

good luck for your internship mia!

have fun working nance !

and happy hols lil!

i miss you guys much!

when / where is our next gathering?

wanna go back old school next saturday??

update : mia was the one who gave me the photo back in form 5 ..

Food stuff

2008-06-17T16:07:00.000+08:00

this is such an outdated post .. but last two weekends the fam and i went food shopping .. not intentionally but as we shop for a dvd player .. we found a japanese food fair! too bad it's over now .. sunway pyramid is like my second home now ..

the hello panda biscuit has such a cute panda !!

nutcase with cute pink panda box ..

ok.. i bought it cause it was pink!

pretz!! *crunch crunch*

of course, seaweed.. tired of them but also love them

dad bought green tea .. hmm look at the people on the package .. look so somber and serious

and i won this in a spin lucky draw thingy .. custard fish cookies

blinded by shadow ..!

my update ! .. i'm living on the toppest floor in the hostel .. !!!!! nOoOoOOOoo

oh well..

Who has the same music taste as me?

2008-06-11T15:00:00.002+08:00

last two weeks, i attended a prayers day thing at the nearest bunka kaikan. while we were chanting our prayers, i heard a faint song. straining my ears, i managed to catch the song. it was one of jay's song. soon it was drowned out by the sound of prayers. then i heard it again. another jay song. i turned to the back, expecting to see a girl with her mp3 lodge in her ears, blasting jay's song or a cute handsome guy nodding his head in tune with the song. only old man and old woman. they listen to jay? i even browsed through , just in case they might have been plugging in their earphones. what a hip grandma/grandpa! none. i opened my bag and took out my pen. damn, this person certainly has little consideration for people. it's during prayers le. why on music publicly? then another song came on. woah, this person certainly has the same music taste as me. we can be best friends, i imagined. i unzipped my bag again to have a sip of water. wait!

i poked my head in further and push the off button of my mp4, feeling darn stupid.