Geram

i blogged today because i stumble upon a quote from simple cheryl's blog post .

" If things aren’t working out and you feet like you gave it your all, then stop giving cos really, ask your self when are you going to start taking for once. Don’t let anyone take advantage of you or make you feel low in any point of your life "

this was what jo was trying to tell me the whole night. i could only say , easier said than done.

but this quote has made me realize just how much i always give. with friends. i always give, i keep giving and giving and when people allow me to take, only i take. if not, i don't take, even when it's rightfully mine, even though i deserve it.

random rant :- i have two pairs of pyjamas. a white short one and a long pink pair. these pyjamas describes my mood. i wear the pink one where i'm most comfortable, where i feel secured, loved and happy.

currently the pyjamas is at home, and i'm wearing the white one. that means...

I'M NOT HAPPY HERE!

i already plan my happiness but there are some things that we cannot control which blocks our way. frustrating isn't it?

ahh.. forget about it. i don't wanna go to bed with a pissed off mindset.

plans when wake up :-

* wash bed sheet
* make my leng chai 2008 calendar ( yesh, you heard me right)
* sketch my story board

totally random shots : -

last week , i shoot some pool .. and i must say i'm pretty impressed with myself.



and after pool, we hit it off with some beer, or at least i try to .. but it was bitter .



i myself was not clear on why i wanna drink in the first place, i guess i just want to distract myself from the misery.

more random shots :- remember the book sale i blog about last month..


i totally *hearts* books!

and i got plants for my room ..



okie, they're toy flowers but they're mine and jo's .. :)

they have names! Sunshine and Sunlight * lame also never mind*

so next time if we live together we can put these babies in the room.

no need me to tell ya which flower is mine.

* 8 more days *

listening to : wo xiang yao shuo ( I want to say ) - Evan Yo