My boys

i had wanted to blog about this for a while now .. and suddenly tonight i got the motivation to do so

friends come and friends go but i have a few friends who were there at my dimmest moment and they make me feel safe, secure and loved.

and the best thing? we barely meet .. or never ..

i met Kien thru WAYN last year or last two years, i only used it briefly .. now i don't use it anymore.. so we chat and eventually move to sms. now i would just regard kien as just an online buddy but the fact that he was there to sms me and comfort and encourage me when i failed, it made him special to me. in my moment of shame, he was there to always text me. never ending words of courage and positiveness. i was so afraid of telling anyone, you were the one i confine in.

for that, i'm grateful , Kien =) .. and you're still on my active 5 .. so whenever wherever you need me, i'll be there just like how you were there at the moment when i was broken, perhaps if fate let us, we will meet someday

damn cliche =P


i met sam thru jcnet, as he was not such a consistent member like me. the fact that he always nudges me whenever he comes online bugs the hell out of me but i like how he is always blur about things and whenever i grew frustrated with him, he would still come after me, trying to get my attention and ask about my well being. not to mention, he would go all out his way to help me. he was my saviour for some tutorials as he produced help. still, his nudges and 1000 questions bugs the hell out of me. i love the time when you offered to drive from PD to cyber just to celebrate my bday with me. =P

still, when you're not online for such a long time, sam .. i miss you. i miss the way you always like to ask me questions repeatedly and those constant nudges whenever i was late in replying you even in 2 mins. so get your phone back , fixed or however because i would want to receive smses from you again.



i met kien lee thru friendster, actually he found me. i like it at how at ease i was when we first met and i could talk to him smoothly. i like it when he smses me at random nights to say good night before he doze off to sleep. i like it when he smses me to tell me he remembers me. it feels good to be remembered, even though i only met him once. right after my big performance. he was the perfect person to meet at the right time. i love it when we crap about random stuff on the phone and he listens to me as i cry

i would love to go out with you someday, i mean our outing to the mall was postponed like 3 months ago so you better find an empty date.. alah, if i talk bad about you here also, you won't know. =P .. and kien lee, when we meet again, i need a cam whore session ok? ;)


isn't it weird i met sherman thru yahoo groups and now we're like buddies? :) .. i could tell him everything under the sun, in fact he was the first to know about my sprained foot, before the others. he is my constant diary with a lock. he keeps my secrets and he listens to me whine , then he lectures me .. XD .. it gives me warmth in my heart to know he's there. i feel happy and grateful to have a friend like him since he likes to drag my ass back down to earth whenever i float too high up

wei, when are we going rounding ? and remember i told you i wanna cry on your shirt? i still do =) .. and you shall not pinch my cheeks for i ain't five no more.


last but not least, of course shih-wai, whom i knew thru kenneth long, whom i know thru kenny wong. XD .. constantly tags as anonymous on my tagboard, he actually bother to come and read my shit shows he cares .. or he's bored.. but let's go with the first one. met him once, no chemistry but we're still good. sometimes when you just want to feel random and find someone to talk to, then i turn to shih-wai. plus, he reminded me of simpler times.

just to let you know, you can count on me, anything and i will not turn my back on you if you're struggling to quit the bad habit. i won't give up on you



there! i finally blurted out my appreciation to these guys who i have met once/ never met .. but still they did not run when i broke down or when i needed someone.

and shih-wai.. nice or not got things to read. :P

listening to: greatest day - bowling soup