Messy messy

as you all probably know, i'm back in uni now .. with 4 subjects in hand ..

but i am not in the mood since we all know .. chinese new year is approaching soon!

i have been in and out shopping with my parents .. yesh, i still shop with my parents.
sometimes i'm so reluctant to go with my friends .. because when you try on clothes, they will look at you and in their mind screams " FAT!" ok, maybe not .. but i imagine so ..

but with my mom, i don't need to worry if she calls me fat or chubby or whatever .. she loves me for me ! despite chubbiness .. and i'm not fat ok.

better being meaty than stick skinny.

anyways, just rambling here.

i have fulfilled two of my new year resolution .. fast right? it's only January .. but February is approaching soon ...

Valentine's day soon.. but as a single, i shall not moan and mope about this special day or join those anti valentine's day stuff .. i shall do something special for the most important person to me on that day. -- me !

i think i deserve some pat on the back and a small little treat. after all, i been single for *counts* almost 2 years???

too busy for guys and not the guy i want. reject. reject. reject

friend : you're too picky le ..

perhaps i am .. but they really don't fit my criteria ma! .. one is younger, one smokes and the other i'm sure my parents would chase out with a broom..

ah well, as i said, being single is not the doom of the world.

i dunno.

lately i have been having an enlightenment, happiness is within myself. i don't need anyone to make me happy, as long as i make things happy for me, i will be! =)

oh, yesterday i saw my ex.. felt a little tug in my heart but oh well, what the hell, life needs to move on.. my boyfriend right now is my studies. gosh, i sound like a nerd ..

i would like to say jay chou is my boyfriend .. just for the fun of it but then i would sound like a obsessed fan girl who can't separate reality from fantasy .. funny, fantasy is jay's second album name .. teehee..
ok, i'm just amusing myself now .. it's like almost 3 am here and the only reason i'm staying up is because i'm lazy to get to bed. ngek ngek~~

dang, i haven't got new shoes yet!! >.< .. and i need a new skirt ..

i miss my friends. i miss my old friends.

i wanna sit in class with the awesome foursome and kick paper ball around with Azzy

oh, i have a bimbo pink candy organizer .. i shall reveal once i get it all done .. hey i like the word bimbo ..

bimbo. bimbo.. teehee..

okie dokie, i think i need to get to sleep soon .. have to run an errand first..

oo tofu tofu tofu .. *bob head to jay's new song*

catch kungfu dunk on feb 7!! * watch jay then only stephen chow la *

teehee.. jay CHOU and stephen CHOW ..

ok, bimbo .. i should stop amusing myself